like i should. I want to remember my thoughts and how i felt threw this pregnancy. When i first found out a
was pregnant it was Around January 18th i think? I had Taken a pregnancy test a week prior to this that said negative. Once that week passed i new i had to take another test.I couldn't believe my eyes after those dreadful 2 min. I hurried and took a pic and sent it to my husband and said does this look positive to you?. He was in class and i get a text back that says YES?? I was freaking out and couldn't believe it. I ran back down to the store and bought 2 more. Both of those came out positive. It something so hard to believe. I was scared,excited, shocked all at the same time. I remember i was so scared to see my husbands response. He was wanting to be married for a little longer before we started having kids. So we compromised and I promised i wouldn't bring up us having kids tell at least our 1 year mark. Well at this point it was only 6 months.
My husband actually handled it amazingly. He was so excited and told me this must of meant to happen right now. Which i totally agree. Things happen when the time is right.
Once i was around 10 weeks along is when i had my first ultra sound. I remember how anxious i was to get in there and make sure everything was OK. I wasn't really way sick just the nauseous feeling and dizzy sometimes. I new i shouldn't worry, its just the doctors conformation that everything is fine makes thinks a lot better. We went in and I sat on the table and he had to do a few of those fun uncomfortable things then he said "are you ready to hear your babies heart beat"? I couldn't believe what i was hearing and seeing. This tiny little peanut with this most powerful heartbeat was inside me. It truly was so amazing that something that small was alive. It brought tears to my eyes and really made it finally seem real.
At 17 Weeks we were able to go back in and find out the gender of the baby. Of course i had my mind set on a girl and chase wanted a boy. I had dreams often that it was a boy and just had that feeling it was but i still had my mind set. We got in the room and the ultra sound tech asked if we wanted to find out first or wait tell she took all the measurements. I thought well i waited this long what a little longer gonna hurt. So she showed us all the little things like what was what. But he Literally was curled up in such a tiny little ball with his legs and arms in front of his face. Very stubborn. But finally she said OK so here is the umbilical cord and .... This isn't. I NEW it was a boy i said ha. My husband was so excited. I did want a girl but ya know what Boys are just as darling and all i want is a healthy happy baby. Gender does not matter.
I am now almost 35 Weeks and starting to feel very uncomfortable as some of you can probably relate. Its so amazing to feel them move around inside you. Although sometimes i wonder hmm i wonder what body part that is jabbing me. But it is all worth the soreness and uncomfortable feeling. I cant wait to get my little boy here and finally get to meet him. I'm so blessed to have a supportive husband and i love seeing how cute he is taking care of me making sure I'm OK when i get up to pee 8 times a night ha poor guy. But i know he will be an amazing father and i cant wait to see the joy Our little boy will bring us!!
5 weeks left to go!! Due September 15th.
You are so cute girl! Just love you to pieces! Hope you are feeling ok.
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